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|"If you think with your emotions, slight glandular changes are
sufficient to revise your entire outlook."
— Brian Aldiss
Monday, July 18th, 2005
I missed a day on Monday, which pushed the entry forward to Tuesday the 19th; as of that day, Earth has completed one full orbit around the sun since my first PaaT entry (not counting the introduction). It's an arbitrary boundary, but significant to me.
In looking over the past few months, I find that I have done little drawing, and have at times been quite stressed for content, despite boasting at one point that I was close to generating a surplus. I find several entries where I feel that I sound pretentious, or do not succeed in expressing something true or important but merely write down something that will pass, or pound again upon nails already well hammered in by previous entries... I diagnose this as hesitation marks. I'm still scared to work on Bune and I'm working on other subjects to block it, but I feel restless and uncoordinated because I'm not working on Bune. And around we go...
I'm pleased that the fan art has been completed, and that it turned out so well, and that there was good sport at its making, and that it was well received, but I need to start work in earnest on my own story if I am ever to stand a chance of sharing it with others. And so, the next project I'll work on here is making the model sheets for my characters, so that I have a standard to go by as I work out the best style to use when I present them.
One whole year, and a lot of curiosa, but no story. I'll strive to do better this time around.
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